I swear I must be getting close to insanity.
There are two very different sides of me. One side is motivated and self driven, always up for a challenge and making sacrifices now for be successful later. The second side is a frickin' rebel. I'm like the crazy rebellious teenage girl who gets her nose pierced and sneaks out to parties. I don't understand it, but it's ridiculous.
I have such high standards for myself that I'm never satisfied with the things I accomplish, so I have this second part of me just gives up before I even start. It's only getting worse too. =[
I had this plan that was journey to my goal of a solid career kind of like heading on the interstate to a destination. When I came into college to get good grades, play golf, work and have my boyfriend. Now, none of it's true! I took a quick exit to eat lunch and now I'm lost and I can't find a way back to start progressing towards the destination. But I also don't know what the destination is anymore.
Crap.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
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were so much alike on this topic girl!
ReplyDeleteHey Felicia, I am trying to get together and get a special blog for Ty , he was hurt in has been recovering ... it is a get well, welcome home blog if you would like to be included just email me thanks
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